To The Me I Used To Be...
We are making this one short and sweet. Why? Because darling, you are tired. One of the things I realized is that I am tired because I only operate on 4.5 hours of sleep a day and that is not good for anything, anybody or any goal. After working, I came home and didn't want to move; but, I did persevere. I kept looking at the treadmill because I am still sore from the very first workout. Though my eyes wanted closure, my stomach wanted food and my body wanted/needed sleep; my heart wants change and I purposed within myself that my heart would get its way tonight.
Day 4: Today started off with an icicle of a car, it was so frozen, I had to stop twice to get the ice out of my way because I literally could not see and it probably didn't totally defrost until I was halfway to work. That had to be funny to so many people. I got to work and did everything within my power to take care of our clients. Today didn't work especially as I'd purposed; but as we all know, we cannot control other people, so I remain satisfied with my part to play in the day.
Getting home was where it kind of went downhill. I met with and enjoyed time with my daughter; but my body was hurting. Throbbing pain in my back and legs (and Ty is sitting on me). We watched a Nicholas Sparks movie and cried together, I cooked and made myself get on the treadmill for a bit. 20 minutes only, as my eyes were threatening to close and I could visualize myself flying off of it. That would definitely not be a pretty picture.
This blog will be the final thing I do before a bath and bed tonight. Sleep is dying to have its way with me and I am totally giving in. The night owl is becoming an early bird of sorts... 11:30pm is still a bit late for bed; but, I am proud of myself for forging through and maintaining my will or determination to workout, eat early and be in bed before midnight.
Goodnight My Love and Sweet Dreams,
Sincerely,
THE ME I AM GOING TO BE
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