I usually am so exhausted after work because I am not used to going to bed late (which I always do) and waking up so early (what I have to do). I usually come home and whether I want to or not, I fall asleep for a few hours. That causes two problems for me: 1) I am not eating at the proper times because when I awake it is already late and 2) I am not moving enough throughout the day to not gain weight after eating so late. So, I am determined to find the svelte lady that is hidden within me. She has been through a lot of struggle in her 44 years and because of some of those issues she has been hiding for a while. It is time to find, see and love me again.
Day 2 on this journey: I have called someone who has taken the initiative in her own life and she has had a major transformation. I am following her program and believing for myself to have the same or better results for my journey. We are doing a few things differently. I am changing my eating habits immediately, no more late nights. I am drinking more water daily. I am working out frequently. I am following/chasing hard after me in this season. It is time to let the REAL "FLY" ME out of my shell. It is time to LIVE OUT LOUD. No more playing it safe. No more lazy days. The determination I needed and have been praying for is here and if it should fade, I have a new friend to call for that. Thank you J.E., I truly appreciate you taking the time out of your day to help get me where I need to be.
Life is what we make it and in the past 6 years, I have been so focused on my daughter that I forgot to focus on me. Now, we are in a different space and my focus is primarily on me. There are major changes coming and I welcome them all. It's a New Year and, it is time for a NEW ME: it's a New Season, it's a New Day, a fresh anointing is flowing my way and I am so excited and READY for it.
Love,
The Me I Am Going To BE...
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